A little vent

May 22nd, 2010

If you know me well, you know that I am pretty much a different person everyday! One day I am super pumped and motivated, the next totally bummed and sad. Just the way I am. So, one day I am satisfied with my 3lb weight loss, and today...not so much. I just know what I major goal is, and I am still SO far away. I just need to keep plugging along...who said "Slow and steady wins the race" was is you Katie Scheid? I am just a "quick rabbit" kind of girl! Hoping that with a consistent weight loss I will feel like I am making a difference in my body. It is just so hard when you want to look in the mirror and see a difference. Although, I have to keep reminding myself that this change is not for the way I look, that is just a bonus. This is a health and life-style change. And I am making changes, a LOT of changes in my diet and exercise. I just hope they are working, and this 3lbs wasn't just a fluke. Like today, I had eaten all my points before dinner time ( NOT at all typical) and then had dinner plans. I was stressing about what I was going to do. Not eat? Eat whatever I wanted? Well, luckily (thanks God and the Ram restaurant) they had hummus and veggies on the menu! I didn't eat one pita piece or chip! I wasn't depriving myself or anything, I just wanted the veggies. Who is this girl who thinks chocolate is too sweet and actually wants to eat vegetables?!
~A